trustbound | In our brief lives, we've managed to meet. Treasure this gift, the precious time we have.

REDD IS INFINITELY BETTER AT WORDS THAN ME AND ALSO BETTER PREPARED BUT REST ASSURED THAT I LOVE EVERYONE HERE AND MY LIFE HONESTLY WOULD NOT BE WHAT IT IS TODAY WITHOUT ALL OF YOU IN IT

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR JOINING THIS GAME AND HELPING US BUILD IT AND THE WORLD THAT IT EXISTS IN

THANK YOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY ABSOLUTE DISASTERS OVER THE PAST TWO YEARS

AND GOD I JUST LOVE EVERYONE IN THIS BAR

WE ARE ALL ONE BIG FAMILY NOW AND WE'VE BEEN THROUGH A LOT AND I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT MY LIFE IS BETTER FOR ALL OF THIS AND FOR HAVING MET ALL OF YOU

I WOULD SAY MORE BUT IT IS RAINING ON MY FACE

I LOVE YOU ALL AND JUST

THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE, AND FOR MAKING THE GAME EVERYTHING IT HAS BEEN, AND AS HAS BEEN THE THEME FOR THE ROUND, THANK YOU FOR DOING YOUR BEST

Edited 2017-11-20 19:14 (UTC)

Wow, where do I even begin? Trustfell was a game Dal and I decided to run and at the time, I never would have guessed that it would turn into a six round extravaganza that would repeatedly punch me in the feelings! I’m very glad things have turned out like this though; Trustfell is near and dear to my heart and all of you have really helped this game take on a life of its own.

As a player, I want to thank all of you guys for putting up with my disaster squad. Some of my characters were easier to get along with than others, and I absolutely loved all of my CR. Getting to see your characters grow as the weeks went by was an absolute pleasure and I’m so happy I got to play with you guys for so long! There are so many precious moments from this game I’ll never forget, whether it’s something stupid like Zagi and Caren arguing in deadland or something as painful as watching everyone’s reactions to Logan’s death. I could bring up a lot of other specific examples as well, but I’m trying to be (relatively) brief here!

As a mod, I want to thank all of you guys for apping into this game. Trustfell wouldn’t be anything without you guys and it’s because of you guys that the story has gone the way it has! Your decisions have impacted our story (sometimes to alarming degrees, thanks Dio??) and I’ve been thrilled to see where things end up. I want to thank you guys for being patient with me as I learned the modding ropes and got used to running a game like this, and I want to thank you all for continuing to treat us well!

Trustfell has had such a huge impact on my life and I may or may not be crying as I’m typing this up in advance (I am PREPARED) so I just want to thank you all again, from the bottom of my heart. Everything that’s led up to this moment has been such a thrill and I’m so glad I’ve been able to experience it with all of you.

Thank you all for everything!

Edited 2017-11-20 19:11 (UTC)

This game has changed my life for the better and I'm incredibly grateful to have met everyone, both in this round and the last two rounds as well if you weren't here. R6 has been a special one, bringing things through to the end and the fact I got to be alive here to the survivor pool is sort of amazing.

Even if that last trial and whole last choice was gut wrenching. Christ.

I'll have personalized responses for everyone, I won't fail like I did for R5 (sorry about that, R5 people). I hope you guys enjoyed my performance as well.

Edited 2017-11-20 19:58 (UTC)

Thank you all for these two years of fun. You're all the best.

Edited 2017-11-20 21:39 (UTC)

I LOVE EVERYONE IN THIS BAR... BOTH THE CURRENT PATRONS AND PEOPLE WHO HAVE VISITED PREVIOUSLY

I mean. This shit's what RP is about, right? Making beautiful memories with all your friends. And we have made some beautiful-ass memories together, my friends.

I already said this on plurk but it bears repeating: thank you so much for opening and running Trustful! Whether I was a participant or spectator, every round has been absolutely amazing. The setting, mysteries, cases, NPCs, and overarching plot have all been a joy to discover and engage with.

Trustfell has just been amazing, and it's become my gold standard for murdergames. I'm going to remember the CR I made and the fun I had here for a long time to come - so once again, thank you!

What a fucking journey. Thanks for bringing me on this delightful ride of murder and mayhem. The only thing I would change is to have more of it.

Thank you all for the past two years, it's been a pleasure! ♥

I remember when I first decided to go for R2. I had just gotten finished with doing a lot (a lot) in my main game, and I was like, "Yeah, damn, time for a hiatus and a break and some time to chill."

And then Cam mentioned that there were spots open on the reserves again, and I wavered for a second before going, "Oh, fuck it." and proceeded to apparently make our gorgeous mods go "what the fuck Bella" given how adamant I'd been about slowing my roll.

...I don't regret it, though. Trustfell's given me some of the best times of my life; it's given me some of my best friends, too. I've grown infinitely closer with the friends that've been in here with me, I've gained so many more people I adore and will always cherish, and best of all, I've gotten a bunch of junk checked off my RP bucket list.

Okay, more seriously: thank you. I think the past twoish years of my life have been some of the most fun, and that's really all thanks to this game, and to everyone in it—in this round or otherwise!

Oh gosh this has been such a wild ride. First off, thanks for the last year and a half of fun, and thanks especially for the last couple of months of this game. I'm sad that it's over, but it's been s real joy to play with all of you. We all seem to run the murdergame circuit, so I'm sure I'll play with you all again, but still! It's been fun, and thank you for making this game as fun as it has been.

What can I say? I'm bad at this sort of thing and if I go on long enough, I'm bound to get mushy and sentimental. Trustfell very quickly became something of a home game for me, something that was always fun to approach because each round meant a new character for me to play, and that meant a new potential for entirely different CR between each of the rounds.

From Cabanela bonding so hard and doing his best to keep the entire group going in r1, to Flemming being a horribly evil person who was able to (somewhat) see what he'd done, to Jasper being... Jasper and learning that actually non-gems are all right. I don't think I could have done the character arcs I was able to without the help of the game's setting.

I've spent nearly two years of my life invested in this game and I... wow. I am going to miss it.

Thank you to Redd and Dal for running this thing, and thank you everyone who has had CR with me in every single round; I've made a lot of friends through this game and I am grateful for it. Especially with all the wild, emotional rides we've been on together. I shed plenty of real tears over the course of this game, from Logan dying, all the way up to, well... pretty much the entire final trial? Goddamn.

I don't know what else to say other than I love you guys, and thank you for all the good times we've had together.

Edited 2017-11-20 21:44 (UTC)

So I joined Trustfell on probably the biggest impulse of my RP career. I heard about it literally 30 minutes before the first reserve round opened and didn't actually decide to reserve until a few minutes after they had. Needless to say, it's probably the best impulse decision I've ever made.

Redd, thank you! For running the game and NPCs, for the CR we had in previous rounds, for creating such an interesting setting for us to play with, and for putting up with our shenanigans as players. Every single thread I've taken part in is one I look back on fondly and I'm always going to grateful to you and Dal both for running such an amazing game!

Man, what a ride that was!

Even though I didn't get to participate in this last round nearly as much as I wanted (thanks like) I'm still so, so glad I joined! Both tagging all of you and spectating when I couldn't tag has been an absolute thrill.

I'm gonna miss this game and I'm gonna miss all of you, but with luck we'll run into each other again. These past two years have been some of the most memorable in my RP career, so I hope I've left you with some good memories in return!

i already feelingsvomited on plurk so let me summarize

this game happened at a really long expanse of a shitty time irl that i'm still working through, and i'm so glad i joined in with it. i met new people, got to interact more closely with some i already knew, and was incredibly honored to be your guest mastermind for r4 and make sure everyone had the most enjoyable time i could possibly put forth.

(and let's just cue the guitars up right now)

i'm a little regretful that burnout made me less able to put forth the same effort i've done in the past for r6, but thanks to zero i think we were able to pull together one last case of 'joyed the fuck out of it' that everyone could have fun with! i'm so glad i was able to play with all of you and establish all kinds of CR--from everyone refusing to take dio seriously, to kinkshaming kira yoshikage, to slapping kirei with the mercy button, to kentucky fried cleric and onward to a resolution i think all of us should be proud of.

it's been a ride and a half, trustfell, and it's been my honor to play with you guys.

Edited 2017-11-20 19:46 (UTC)

....Where do I start? I could ramble but once again I really wanna save it for later when I get home, lol. I'll just keep it short and sweet for now and say I really love everyone in here. Trustfell round 3 was technically my third murdergame ans it's been one of my favorites forever. I enjoyed everyone here and the amount of dedication you -- Dal and Redd -- have shown altogether blows me away every time.

I hope I get to play with you guys again!

Edited 2017-11-20 20:12 (UTC)

i'm making this comment because i'm about to comment on all of yours and turnabout is fair play but like!!!! like!!!!!!!!!!

i have had so much fun here, even when i was plagued with massive health problems toward the end of r3 (hence why i just kinda. disappeared toward the end there.) and even when i was waking up at 4am for ya'll and doing my culprit trial hungover on two hours of sleep (don't do that. holy shit do not ever do that.) so?????? just??????

i love you!!!!! holy shit do i love you all and i'm crying even though i'm supposed to be, like. doing something. i should be doing something and it's sitting in front of me but it's raining!!! on my face!!!

It's strange to think that just six months ago, I was reading up on FAQs and logs, anxiously hoping I'd make the cut for Round 5 when reserves opened. I'm here now because I did, and I'm so glad? So glad. R5 ended up being not just my first time playing in Trustfell, but my first murdergame period; that I had so much fun there made me want to come back for R6.

R6 ended up being a much different experience for a lot of reasons, besides the obvious IC changes. Right as the game was opening I was moving halfway across the country, and then I was settling in to my new life and home here. I often lament that I wasn't able to tag out to more people especially in the beginning, but in R5 I was kind of no-lifing it, so that was probably inevitable.

But please know I was invested in all of you, and all of your characters. I can't wait for Deadland to be unlocked and to read all of their journeys; to look back at my plurk timeline or read over these comments, with so many people besides the 35 of us sharing their experiences with the game, and what Trustfell means to them.

I don't have as much history with this game as the rest of you do, but that enthusiasm and investment all of you have shown from the bottom of your hearts is what made me fall in love in the first place. Just the waves of people responding to every twist and turn of that final trial, every callback, was such an awe-inspiring experience. Though I was here for a shorter time, I was just as invested as all of you.

Thank you to everyone who made this game possible, and to everyone who played off of me. I'm so grateful for the wonderful CR we had and that I got to be a part of this, and could share this ending with you.

Everyone!!! I had so much fun in all the rounds of Trustfell I was in, still wish I could have been in r1. Thank you so much for playing with me and putting up my guys, especially Terumi. I've been in a lot of murdergames, but TF will always be my homegame even if this journey is over.

A special thank you to Dal and Redd for rolling with the ridiculousness of my guys, especially Redd to the "can I set Archer on fire"! I'm not that good at farewells, but I hope to play with you all sometime in the future :). I'm so so happy to have met all of you, and for the friendships I made because of TF ♥.

Edited 2017-11-20 20:23 (UTC)

God, I don't even know what to say? I'm not very good at this kind of shit (which would be why I've failed hard at like every previous love meme orz), but I've really considered Trustfell my home game of sorts ever since r1, and I feel like it's hanged my life for the better in a lot of ways. I've met a lot of good friends, and I feel like I really came into my own on the RP front here.

I've gotten to do pretty much everything here, and all of my experiences have been fantastic: from Susan's flaming sword to Asgore's mercy, from murdering with Archie to being a victim with Susan again, to sort of accidentally becoming a mole via Stan just sort of sliding into the Kingmaker's DMs. I can't really talk about every single individual thing I've loved, so I'll just say that I've loved every minute of it.

This feels really bittersweet. At the same time, though, I'm sure we'll all do things together in the future.

Thank you for so many great memories and experiences! I’ve had a huge blast in the three rounds I’ve played in, all of you guys are great. <3

Edited 2017-11-20 21:42 (UTC)

I cannot even put into words how much I have loved being even a small part of this game. I’m so glad to have played with all of you, and I’m so glad for all the friends I’ve made along the way. You are all absolutely wonderful, and thank you for making the magic happen. I love all of you ♥

Thank you, all of you, for the most wonderful couple of years of playing off of each other that I could ever ask for. I'm immensely appreciative of Trustfell, honestly, because I wouldn't have met even half of you wonderful people if I didn't join; it was the best decision ever, and I can't thank you all enough for making it grand.

Edited 2017-11-20 23:00 (UTC)

DAL... IT'S BEEN SUCH A GOOD TIME, I'VE LOVED THIS TRUST ADVENTURE SO MUCH!

...So two years ago I was coming off my first murdergame and trying to finish up college, pretty lost in where I was going in my life and desperately needing a creative outlet again. I already knew I wanted to join Dal and Redd's new murdergame, but something about it felt...impromptu, in that I was very wrapped up in what I was doing offline. I'd just played Until Dawn and I felt inspired and I didn't quite know where this would go, but I wanted to have myself some fun.

And boy, did I. Round 1 continued to take place during a rough time in my life, but I knew I had something to look forward to every day when I'd wake up and check the comms, adventure with moral debates and the butterfly effect and Harry Potter shipping shenanigans. I knew after that first round that Trustfell would be something very special, not just to me, but in general, because of all the personalities that had come together to create such a fun game. I wasn't at all wrong.

Even when I couldn't app, the game kept my attention and love, and when before R4 I was approached to be a guest mastermind, it was a terrifying prospect but one I knew I couldn't turn down. I threw myself into it 110%, and I don't regret a single ridiculous moment. You know, even when burnout hit (because it did, for each character, at some point), I don't regret any moment of my Trustfell experience, because I got to share it with all of you. Making people laugh or cry or scream, or when you did the same to me, every case or incentive or intro log, every time I was AFK during an Induction, every body discovery, it all added up to an experience that I could never have imagined would be so important to me.

Thank you, all of you, for every interaction. Whether we've talked a lot or not much, whether we're best friends or casual acquaintances, I can't...really sum up what this game means to me, no matter how much I try and ramble. I love you guys. I'm...going to miss this game, and I'm sad for its ending. However, I'm so happy to have shared this experience with you guys and I hope all of our paths cross in the future.

Until the next time. I will deeply miss Dal and Redd's Wild Ride. :p <3

God bless you as the second member of this mod dream team. It's been fun playing with your characters and playing through your plot and seeing how things come together!

In our brief lives, we've managed to meet. Treasure this gift, the precious time we have.

Dal | Solf J Kimblee / Rachel / Lisbeth Larimore / Hilda Larimore

Redd | Frank Archer / Alena Larimore (the real one) / Ziska

Charles | Elda Marker (R6/R4 and also Nachetanya in R5)

Nick | Kyrie Ushiromiya, Kogoro Mouri, Naoto Shirogane, Wheatley

Ran | Tarrlok

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Nerdie | Fern Green/Lady Celia

Miffy | Chie Hori

Bella | Aligula

Mandy | Luca Valentino

Nin | Cabanela, Gabriel Knight, William Flemming, Jasper, Greed

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Kiki | Jean Kirstein

Nao | DIO, Yoshikage Kira, Kirei Kotomine

lum | Yuri Lowell, Mikazuki Munechika

r | tabby (+mack)

Pi | Rin Tohsaka

Limon | Yuuki Terumi, Aiden Pearce, Killia, Ryoji Mochizuki

Lu | Susan Ashworth (+Stan Pines, Archie, and Asgore)

Eli | Adelina (+Rose Sheedy)

Jen // Weiss and Mercy

Sable | Sayaka Maizono (+ Lusamine, Felicia, and Undyne)

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Ashley | Alex (+ Ashley, Brady, Hanyuu Furude, and Arietta)

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